Better Now

I’ve abhorred you.  

It’s too abyss to describe.

I was very intimidated, but it’s through.

Reality bites!  

Time to hold my head up high,  

Start what must.  

I’ve grown up,  

Finally healed from the past.  

It’s nice to see that you’ve tried.  

But it feels so right to drop the card. 

Do i have to say "thanks" ?

For the stories that bored me a lot 

And for the jokes that taught me to lie?  
Or better yet, "thank you so much" 

For the hardships I’ve once cried 

And for the memories I’ve put on fire.  

Because from that, I’ve learned a lot.

Whatever version you’d want,  

It doesn't matter now.

I just want to say…

"THANKS! And I’m better now."

(written 20th of  July 2005)